ambivert: EMO ISN'T COOL.

dance party. everyone was having fun. what was i doing? pretending to be emo. for what? for no reason whatsoever. cool? no. i just got myself into unnecessary unhappiness.

for the whole evening i was being rather drained of spirits because of the weather. and when i walked into the club-like hall i saw colin, folding his arms, staring at me with those cold expressionless eyes. when everyone else was dancing excitedly.

thought that was kinda like awesome, because it really looked hilariously ironic. so i tried to be emo. i pretended to be emo at first (as in seriously PRETENDING.)

but that was PRETENSE OF THE GG.

because after that i couldnt shake the emo off. so i became real EMO. it CORRUPTED THE SOUL. and i didnt even know what i was doing. rationality switched off. its like getting high. just that you lose control... in a sad way.

damn sad la!

EMO FOR NOTHING!

ha/jay/tse mei/etc, if youre reading this, please know that i wasnt even justified to be emo! i was just being stupid. real dumb.

note to self: EMO ISN'T COOL.

such an assclown.

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