ambivert: random rant
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glad to be back home after these many decades.
havent been updating this place for what? months! never forgot about it though. been always citing being too busy as a reason. truth is, when was i really busy? i never was, and i guess i was just too lazy.
this holidays has so far been such a drag. yes, i have been mugging, and did some form of mugging plan as well. ive started mugging since the first week. and except for a few busy or lazy days, ive never stopped mugging. went through the past notes, did the math revision package (oh btw someone told me that there's a math paper on km gotta.go.download.and.do.it.soon.=/), did physics TYS (Jason's idea of reg's favourite book. well, Jason, its everyone's favourite book now.), pw interview, survey, blah blah blah.
WHICH GAVE ME A NIGHTMARE. literally.
about 5 days or so ago i dreamt about suddenly returning to school. i cant remember where i started off, but it was a really WEIRD dream. there was aristal going on in LT1. i have no idea why i dreamt about aristal, and its beyond my comprehension why it was held at, of all the good performing arts theatres in singapore, LT1. the insides of the LT1 had changed however, and it looked more like a cinema. (now i realise that LT1 was possibly a reference to the june hols chem lecture on thermodynamics.) anyway, 10 minutes into the show i went out to the toilet behind the lt right beside the bookshop. to my amazement, at the basin i found my toothbrush and cup from home. there was no toothpaste though, so i had to borrow toothpaste from someone right beside me at the other basin. i cant remember who, probably its just a random guy in our school. SO I STARTED BRUSHING MY TEETH. LOL YOU DONT SAY ITS RANDOM.
when i finished brushing my teeth i went back to aristal with the random guy from the toilet. we found that aristal had already ended, and people were going out of the LT already. in the darkness i found weiliang and colin still sitting at their seats. somehow i got weiliang to follow me out and we went down into the atrium. there we saw, adding to the complete randomness of the dream, a bookfair right in front of the general office. weiliang and i checked the stuff out. i found at one corner a stack of geography A levels papers (it wasnt like TYS, coz it was like a stack of photocopied test papers ripped off from the actual A levels.) i also found similar papers for physics and chem. so i bought them, and paid about more than 20 bucks.
what happened after that, i didnt remember. damn weird dream. horrifying that it took place IN SCHOOL. even more horrifying, i actually dream of buying test papers.
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now let's move on to our second story. as you can probably guess, im becoming some sort of a mugging and working.. person. which i wasnt in the past. it only started this year, and maybe its because of the complete change of the academic programme in j1. participating or tried to participate in a lot of things too. applied for sapphire scholars, and hey! you know what? they never sent me any notification to say that ive been rejected for the programme, so i guess they accepted me, but ive been ponning EVERY SINGLE activity the sapphire scholars participated in so far. i wonder why marianne tan doesnt come after me, but let's keep this low alright? i wanna continue ponning and not get noticed. im pretty sure a lot of other people are doing the same thing too. like ernest. we're all sapphire scholars. awesome.
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this morning as i checked through my phone's memory, i found something deeply nostalgic that brought me back to the good ole' days. it was a video of gen poking kwokie. we used to sit together in the same group according to the table arrangement (back then the classroom was still arranged as a few groups of a cluster of 5-6 tables), together with shihui and biqing. back then kwokie was still that noobshit kid (HE STILL IS NOW, HELL YEAH) who watchs pokemon and gets intimidated easily by stupid things like shihui's moo. and gen's poking. shihui was at her retarded best at that moment. although i wasnt much of a good person. BUT we were all FIFTEEN. not like this bullshit SEVENTEEN (which appropriately is also the all time worst magazine) now. IP1 was DA BEST. zhirong was the complete poser. rayshio was the even lousier poser noob than zhirong. kwokie and i broke bones trying to what? breakdance at the space outside our class and got caught and insulted by marianne tan. ernest was uh... still the way he is now. LOL AND TIS HAD THAT DAMN NOOB HAIR AND SPECS.
even when we're supposed to face our lives as it is and not cling on to the past at this moment, i still damn miss IP1. sadly, we cant go back now. not a chance.
glad to be back home after these many decades.
havent been updating this place for what? months! never forgot about it though. been always citing being too busy as a reason. truth is, when was i really busy? i never was, and i guess i was just too lazy.
this holidays has so far been such a drag. yes, i have been mugging, and did some form of mugging plan as well. ive started mugging since the first week. and except for a few busy or lazy days, ive never stopped mugging. went through the past notes, did the math revision package (oh btw someone told me that there's a math paper on km gotta.go.download.and.do.it.soon.=/), did physics TYS (Jason's idea of reg's favourite book. well, Jason, its everyone's favourite book now.), pw interview, survey, blah blah blah.
WHICH GAVE ME A NIGHTMARE. literally.
about 5 days or so ago i dreamt about suddenly returning to school. i cant remember where i started off, but it was a really WEIRD dream. there was aristal going on in LT1. i have no idea why i dreamt about aristal, and its beyond my comprehension why it was held at, of all the good performing arts theatres in singapore, LT1. the insides of the LT1 had changed however, and it looked more like a cinema. (now i realise that LT1 was possibly a reference to the june hols chem lecture on thermodynamics.) anyway, 10 minutes into the show i went out to the toilet behind the lt right beside the bookshop. to my amazement, at the basin i found my toothbrush and cup from home. there was no toothpaste though, so i had to borrow toothpaste from someone right beside me at the other basin. i cant remember who, probably its just a random guy in our school. SO I STARTED BRUSHING MY TEETH. LOL YOU DONT SAY ITS RANDOM.
when i finished brushing my teeth i went back to aristal with the random guy from the toilet. we found that aristal had already ended, and people were going out of the LT already. in the darkness i found weiliang and colin still sitting at their seats. somehow i got weiliang to follow me out and we went down into the atrium. there we saw, adding to the complete randomness of the dream, a bookfair right in front of the general office. weiliang and i checked the stuff out. i found at one corner a stack of geography A levels papers (it wasnt like TYS, coz it was like a stack of photocopied test papers ripped off from the actual A levels.) i also found similar papers for physics and chem. so i bought them, and paid about more than 20 bucks.
what happened after that, i didnt remember. damn weird dream. horrifying that it took place IN SCHOOL. even more horrifying, i actually dream of buying test papers.
---
now let's move on to our second story. as you can probably guess, im becoming some sort of a mugging and working.. person. which i wasnt in the past. it only started this year, and maybe its because of the complete change of the academic programme in j1. participating or tried to participate in a lot of things too. applied for sapphire scholars, and hey! you know what? they never sent me any notification to say that ive been rejected for the programme, so i guess they accepted me, but ive been ponning EVERY SINGLE activity the sapphire scholars participated in so far. i wonder why marianne tan doesnt come after me, but let's keep this low alright? i wanna continue ponning and not get noticed. im pretty sure a lot of other people are doing the same thing too. like ernest. we're all sapphire scholars. awesome.
---
this morning as i checked through my phone's memory, i found something deeply nostalgic that brought me back to the good ole' days. it was a video of gen poking kwokie. we used to sit together in the same group according to the table arrangement (back then the classroom was still arranged as a few groups of a cluster of 5-6 tables), together with shihui and biqing. back then kwokie was still that noobshit kid (HE STILL IS NOW, HELL YEAH) who watchs pokemon and gets intimidated easily by stupid things like shihui's moo. and gen's poking. shihui was at her retarded best at that moment. although i wasnt much of a good person. BUT we were all FIFTEEN. not like this bullshit SEVENTEEN (which appropriately is also the all time worst magazine) now. IP1 was DA BEST. zhirong was the complete poser. rayshio was the even lousier poser noob than zhirong. kwokie and i broke bones trying to what? breakdance at the space outside our class and got caught and insulted by marianne tan. ernest was uh... still the way he is now. LOL AND TIS HAD THAT DAMN NOOB HAIR AND SPECS.
even when we're supposed to face our lives as it is and not cling on to the past at this moment, i still damn miss IP1. sadly, we cant go back now. not a chance.
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